Transvestia

trogen hormones and plastic surgery and now she had the biggest bust in the show. She gave me the doctors name and volunteered to go down with me to see her.

I was so scared that I couldn't even eat on the day that we went to the doctor. She was so nice and listened to my story so intently that soon I felt I had made ano- ther friend.

"Do you wish to become a woman all the way?" the doctor asked.

I looked at Janet who held her eyes on the floor. I gulped and said, "no, I wish to look as feminine as po- ssible, but retain my male sex drive. Is this possible?"

"Yes, she said, "but i don't see why you wish to do this. You are fairly feminine already. I can see that you are a borderline male."

"Yes, I guess that's true. But I love women. I could never love a man. I am a transvestive in the full- est sense of the word. I am almost a transexualist, but I am in love with one woman and I would not want to loose the capacity for loving her. Although I am a borderline male, my sexual feelings as a male are strong. And, I wish to retain them.'

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"Who is this woman that you love so much?" Janet asked, her eyes just a little watery.

"You, of course, Janet", I replied. "I've loved you since we were kids together. You always under- stood me. I love you now, more than ever".

"Oh darling", and she rushed into my arms. "I love you too! I want you to be happy and I would even help you to become a woman all the way if that was what you wanted",

"No", I said, and turning to the doctor I asked, "What can be done with me?"

"Well, we can give you just enough hormone treat- ments to make you as feminine as possible without killing

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